I’m really struggling today. The catalyst for this bout of depression is feeling alone and helpless to do anything about it. I’m trying to use humor to deflect just how depressed I’m am but even that is failing me. I’m hiding in my office crying.
Even though I woke up so optimistic, at 9:41 pm I find myself struggling. I have had several punches to the nose today and I’m emotionally struggling. How do you handle it when you’re struggling to keep your head above water? Surely tomorrow will be better.
***This is just a blog. If needed, seek actual treatment for anxiety. This is only a blog**** I am sitting here with my cup of coffee and I will admit. I am anxious today. The little kiddo is having her tonsils removed today. She is in high spirits though. I have in the past struggledContinue reading “Anxiety in the AM”
How things have changed for me in one week… Last Monday, I was not solo for lunch. I went lunch with a good friend. She insisted on me downloading the Bumble app. Reluctantly I did. I went through an swiped this way and that way for about a day. I had several matches and startedContinue reading “Solo Lunch 3/18/2019”
I eat alone a lot apparently. I’m dining at one of my favorite restaurant with one of my favorite bartenders. I haven’t sat down at a bar for dinner in a very long time, but I figured that I need to get out and see people. I guess it’s a desperate attempt to find someoneContinue reading “Solo Dinner”