I’m really struggling today. The catalyst for this bout of depression is feeling alone and helpless to do anything about it. I’m trying to use humor to deflect just how depressed I’m am but even that is failing me. I’m hiding in my office crying.
Even though I woke up so optimistic, at 9:41 pm I find myself struggling. I have had several punches to the nose today and I’m emotionally struggling. How do you handle it when you’re struggling to keep your head above water? Surely tomorrow will be better.
It’s been a while since blogging but I’m back. There have been sooo many changes with me. Not really. I’m still unable to find love and keep making the same mistakes with the same guy. Sigh I did change my hair color so that’s new. I plan on blogging several times a day for rightContinue reading “I’m Back!!!!”
Well hello again. It has been a looooooooong time since I have writing and for many reasons. Before I explain my absence, here is your Sunday Motivation… Change. Yes, I know it’s difficult. Yes, I know it’s uncomfortable. But just do it already. “But, I love me the way that I am”. If you’re atContinue reading “Sunday Motivation”
Solitude… I’m getting sick of it. It is time to find someone new. I refuse to go for reruns. Relationships that I have already been in. I know I can’t go back to those. I would rather stay alone.